What You Didn't Know.....

2010-12-17T18:57:00.002Z

ALL THE THINGS YOU DIDN'T KNOW ARE HERE.

HEH.

DON'T KILL ME PLEASE.

AILAFYU!

ENJOY.

HOW TO NAVIGATE THROUGH THIS BLOG:
1. look on the right of the screen
2. see "chronology"?
3. the entries are linked there from top to bottom - first to last entry
4. the entries entitled "episode.." are written about what happened before the blog started, so if you like, you can read the very first entry, followed by the "episodes" and then only the other entries
5. have fun reading my stories - I'm sure you'd laugh and cry with me as you love to see the "process" of making your "present"

XOXO

just a fast one

2010-12-17T18:43:00.002Z

ok this is gonna be quick because it is already almost 3am here and i have to wake up in 2 and a half hours to catch the flight to HK. :D

so, my cousin's bf can make it in the end.. YAY

and look what i saw while i was flipping through the inflight magazine in the flight from london to kl? (nothing to do with hk BTW - THEY JUST DECIDED TO DO IT. so coincidental :D)

anyway it all ends well, after 64 days of worrying about this trip (and going through crazy lengths to stop you from guessing- i hope it worked) im finally going to hk.

haha. i cant feel excited right now but lol. i know i will be tmr because i get to be in your arms again.

i love you. lying on my bed now typing this.. its good to be back home.

see you soon my love.

good night.

you just gotta have faith

2010-12-16T02:50:00.002Z

Baby boo!

It's two days till I get to see you, (well technically one for you since its thursday for you now) but I tell you, this surprise is never short of drama.

Two days ago, my cousin's bf had to undergo an operation to take out an infected cyst..and now he just got discharged on wednesday..and will have to go on friday to check up to see if he can go:(

this is somewhat negative because well, i booked two rooms, one room for my cousin and her bf, and one room for us. but oh well. at least im still coming right? and i guess i could just stay over with you?

i dunno la. but im totally unwilling to let this get me down. first it was you and your jobs, i never thought the problem could come from my side. but rather than give up and sulk now, im just gonna look on the brighter side:)

ANYWAYS, you were not feeling too good about me calling you less. but it was sincerely because of the minutes and well, haha since im going to see you soon, i thought i might make you miss me more abit XD

the whole time i was out with sabrina, i was buying presents for you and your family :D see im such a good gf.

and today when i said i needed to go out to meet a friend to discuss stuff. haha i actually went for a facial so that i could be prettiful :D

and i LOLed so much at myself when i was acting about getting a cab, finding things to do in dublin, CHANGING MONEY hahaha. the only money im gonna be changing is msian ringgit to hk dollars :D

ming's parents know im going to hk, and theyre so sweet, they gave me their numbers, and also a list of things to eat in hk :D:D:D

See how much they "sek" me? :D:D:D

i really hope you arent as smart as janice or serina says you are. lol. they have faith in you that you already know whats gonna happen. but i dont think so because i am a good good good actress :D

ok im going to bed now because omgoodness i still have loads to pack. im getting a cab tmr from my house straight to heathrow :D

initially i told you im leaving at 5pm but im really leaving at 630 lol. thats just so i can just pack the other stuff ie. like my laptop and other things that i wouldnt be bringing to "dublin" with me haha.

ok sleepy time, will probably write again soon-ish. like. maybe. tmr before i leave? OH CRAP I HAVE TO DRAFT THAT FAKE MESSAGE lol. okok nite nite hun :D love you

2 more days till i get to be in your arms :D

xoxo

aww hun hun :)

2010-12-12T01:27:00.003Z

Today you suddenly said again, that you really wish we could be together. AWWW. then I said, well aren't we together now?

then you said, "but you are not here, I cannot feel you :("

DON'T WORRY LA :D

I'm coming soon!

Lol it has come to the point where I've been acting for so long, that I feel tht even I don't really believe that I'm going. HAHA. seriously. Sometimes I need to check my flight bookings and stuff in order to remind myself that I'm not dreaming.

Anyways, Yung Yip Kiu finally replied my e-mail, and I think he will ask you out, but then I forgot that you might have tuition. so we will see how la then! :D I called him and he was like "OOOOHHHH gum ho ah lei" HAHAHAH. yeah that's why all your friends know how much I love you. he was so weird though, maybe I heard him wrongly, but he asked me "do you want to see andy immediately? or do you want to wait a few days?" i was like are you crazy of course I will see him immediately la!

hahah quite funny la.

really really cannot believe it. the day ive been waiting for is finally in sight. and baby. right now you are playing poker, but this time next week, your world will be an entirely different one. and I hope you will be happy. :D

love you!

single digits!!!

2010-12-11T02:32:00.003Z

6 days 6 days 6 days!

you know, i was showering just now, and i was like.. hmm. once i shower 6 more times i will be on my way to see you.

and then i was thinking what groceries to buy, and i was like.. i only need two more packs of chicken till i fly.

and then i was like, i only have to brush my teeth 12 more times before i leave.

HAHAHA.

im so crazy right. sigh.

OH AND I CALLED THE HOTEL TO RECONFIRM THE BOOKING OF THE ROOMS. and they confirmed that i will get double beds for both rooms!!! WHEE. oh and i suppose i should post up the booking here (ive actually been meaning to post up the booking email here a long time ago but i never got around to it)

super fail i cant seem to get the whole booking here. but whatever la:) yayyy :D:D:D

i can be super efficient and plan my own holidays thank you very much :D

love you baby. yay its finally down to single digit countdown :D thank god you don't have bbm because i have been counting down every day since 50 over days on my bb. and now its finally less than 10 days :D

THIS TIME NEXT WEEK I WILL BE ON A PLANE HALFWAY ACROSS THE OCEAN ON THE WAY TO HONG KONG WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

stupid tony chan

2010-12-11T02:00:00.003Z

haihs. your friend ah.

i called your bro to ask for a plan, but your bro will be busy that saturday as he has to accompany judy at her graduation. he said that he will give me the passcode to your apartment and since your door is never locked, i will be able to go in. =.= BUT the problem is, what if you don't go home immediately? as usual either yung yip kiu will go out with you, or you will eat somewhere alone before going back ma right?

that's why I asked jonathan to get tony's number la. HAIHS. as you know. stupid tony chan told you that i asked for his number. =.=

luckily your girlfriend is smart and came up with the story about janice to cover. hopefully you believe it la. and anyway if you dont believe it you will probably think its some surprise but not that im coming to hk la :) after talking to you i immediately called janice to tell her to msg you.. HAHA. so that was done. now you know that i lie without blinking eyes :D

i also emailed your friend yung yip kiu. how did i get his email? well baby im sorry but i musr confess, that i checked his profile via your fb. haha. i got his email from there..and so i emailed him..but i made sure to sound confusing in case he was gonna be another idiot and tell you.

click on the picture to see la. i think it is too small here. janice also told me that i didnt need to look so far and wide for tony's number because it was on her wall =.= haihs. should have just asked her in the first place. SIEN. so i went all the way back on janice's wall. to july (luckily shes not that active on fb so it wasnt too bad. if you ask me to look on mY wall i will die okay)

so i whatsapped him.. while he was sleeping lol remember me asking you whether you thought tony would be awake? bet you didnt because you were playing poker :D

he replied..and i said tht he should sleep and that i will talk to him tmr..and lol he said " u sure u wanna tell me the surprise? because i will tell him"

LOL OMG WELL im taking a risk la. because if he doesnt help me and yip kiu doesnt reply.. then im screwed.

so the next day (ie friday) i whatsapped him to ask if i could call him =.= guess where he was? in the saloon blow drying hair. sai mm sai ah. i didnt know guys do that too HAHA. but nevermind i called him after.

the first thing he said "nei hor ng hor yi gong guong dong wa" and i was like diu u study in uk so long dont tell me u cannot speak english. but NEMMIND.

so i tried, in my very broken canto to explain to him. hahah when i told him i was coming to hk he didnt seem surprised. hmmm =.= maybe u know alrd? SIEN.

but he said he would help me out.. and think of a way..possibly ask u out for lunch or something..i asked him for yip kiu's number as i think it is better and easier for yip kiu la. because he stays near u..so its very suen kei chi yin if he asks u out for lunch ma. thats hoping you dont run off by yourself somewhere to eat lunch on your own. I DIDNT KNOW HE DIDNT HAVE YIP KIU'S NUMBER.sien.

haaaihhsss. lol anyway. thats it so far lol. :D oh yes. one dark cloud.

=.=

T_T

you told me again today tht you wanted to take the part time job. and i was reluctant. SIGH. i hope you really dont think tht im being selfish..though im not surprised if youre thinking tht at this moment because i sound quite selfish when u ask me for a reason not to work.

if i wasnt coming i would definitely be very happy if you worked..whatever job la. at least youre not being bored at home and learning something. but can you imagine. at this point.. u start your part time job. i bet you if u knew i was coming you wouldnt do tht. and when i do arrive you wont feel like doing your part time job, and then u will stop = makes your mom pissed, and your employer pissed as well. =.=

im really sorry. and i hope this doesnt make you doubt what kind of person i am (though if i were u i would doubt too lol) because the only reason why im reluctant is because i dont want your mom to get pissed at you or anything..or even for u to feel bad tht u have to work this part time job which doesnt mean much to you when im there in hk with you.

suen la. i called your bro again. lol i suppose he must be very annoyed with me at this point because according to him im always worried about things i cannot control LOL. true la. he called me mo liu. and i said WEY u stand in my shoes la. then he said lol i will never do this kind of thing =.= then i said, weLL im sweeter than you la gum. BLEH. anyways. learn to let go lor enli not everything can be controlled. suen kei chi yin la :D *tries to convince self*

oh yeah and another thing. do you remember that day when i got pissed at you for looking at on kei's blog? well its not because i dont like you caring about her (though i probably really confused you at the time)..its because..well.. you two shared such wonderful memories together. esp memories of christmas.. and though i tell myself i will be there at least the week before christmas, no matter what i will still not be able to spend christmas with you :(

which makes me feel like i will never be able to give u better memories :(:( sigh. i hope me surprising you helps abit. because i know our memories are very little. :(

and obv i couldnt tell you why i was upset because i was gonna surprise you so i had to come up with some craapp reason tht i didnt like u looking at her blog =.=. lol felix and korine are all like "you brought this upon yourself. why you so "toh si" wanna surprise him"

hahaha.

OH oh. and another thing. serina msged you asking "what you gonna do for xmas" lol i think because she knows im going to be there. so she is purposely messing around with you hahahahahHAhahAha. funny girl la she. which girl would be threatened by me when it is so obv that im very in love with you?

so i bet now tony knows either a) im crazy and dont know how to be shy because i simply got his number or b) that i really love you alot.

haha soon all your friends will know how lucky you are. to have me :D

ailafyu hun.

xoxo

11 more days

2010-12-06T02:19:00.004Z

♥ the sunset and the ship in the middle :)

haha I will be here soon honey, two saturdays from now in fact. this time in two weeks, I will be jusst waking up next to my honey. :D

I love you. I need to plan your surprise. But for that I need to talk to your dai lou.. if he hasnt got anything planned I might fb yung yip kiu and tony for help. :D

But we shall see ok? Right now I need to concentrate on my assessment and my school work :(

BUT I CANNOT WAIT HUNNY I REALLY CANT. :)

Amazingly enough I dont feel like telling you about it anymore, I think its because Ive kept it so long tht I will be SO PISSED if u find out now. :D

I LOVE YOUUU

Hong Kong cravings

2010-12-01T22:33:00.002Z

I crave anything hongkong. I dled the 'lonely planet' application, the hongkong 720 (the ipod video), look through any blogs that have stories of holidays in Hong Kong/Macau in them.. and look at them many times, look through photos of friends who have been to Hong Kong/Macau..I think I'm going insane.

Two weeks hun, two weeks. JUST. TWO. MORE. WEEKS. time will fly. please. I SO CANNOT WAIT.

Lol. and neither can my cousin :) I love you honey. MWAH.

16 more days.

2010-12-01T00:38:00.002Z

:)

less than 2 and a half weeks before I get to see you again my love. I'm currently sitting in my room in South Kensington with my parents..watching the last few episodes of "gung sum gai".

you know the feeling? when you've been waiting for the day so excitedly till it gets to a point that you feel kinda "calm" about it?

yeah it's here right now.. haha :) but that's okay because I know when I see you I will be very happy, and so will you.

My parents coming here would have (i HOPe) thrown you off course, if you ever suspected that I would be coming.. lol simply because it really doesnt make sense in any way that they would come, and leave a week before I was due to leave, and then allow me to go to HK for a week, and then one last week in Malaysia.

The more I think about it, the more I feel it is hard for you to suspect anything :) hopefully I planned everything perfectly so that you will not find out till I appear in front of you.. like magic!

I love you hunny, and although you will read this sooner or later, I want to tell you this here: I do feel quite sad that you've kinda neglected our blog.. and you've stopped whatsapping me in the mornings.. I know its a small thing, that's why I don't bring it up to you, as you already give me a lot more than I can ask for..

But it kinda makes me wonder, and fearful..what if I wasn't coming to HK? would I be feeling any different? Would the fact that you're writing less, and not whatsapping me in the morning affect me more? *shiver*

Luckily I'm coming to HK so I don't think about it too much.. but I guess in the end, guys will be guys, I shouldn't expect you to be as crazy in love as the first few months right?

Lol. That's why I keep on telling you, my romantic turbo will really last..and never stop.. but yours will :)

Anyways, gung sum gai has finished loading la! And I want to go and watch it.. OH before I go, today was the first day that it snowed...and airports were closed..

:S can you imagine if my flight back home to kl gets delayed? ohmygoodness. or LOL EVEN WORSE, my fake "flight" to Dublin gets cancelled???! lol that will be really hilarious. :)

Sigh. Sorry for the not-so-happy post here hun. I know this is supposed to be your present..and I might just tell you this sooner or later before you read this blog.. haha.

ANYWAYS 16 MORE DAYS LA. LIM EN-LI DON'T BE STUPID AND BE SAD OVER SUCH A SMALL THING LA CHEE SIN.

xoxo baby.

you.

2010-11-26T00:04:00.003Z

I love you. You're sleeping sooo peacefully after a long long talk where you asked me to change the relationship status. :)

I told you that my "woman's instinct" tells me that you will be very happy before Jan comes. Maybe me coming will not entirely make you forget the stress about getting a job, but I hope that it will make you abit happy for awhile.

Just be patient my love. it is only three more weeks till you get to touch, hug, kiss me again. Although you do not know it, I do. And I will do all the smiling for both of us.

I tell you that your friends will know how much I love you...they will know when you tell them how I did my very best not to tell you. Keeping this BIG secret inside me for so long, while talking to you and missing you every day has been near impossible. However, as the time draws near, I hope that I can keep to this and remain silent about this. I love you.

Your bro said that he wanted to bring you on holiday because he is helping me la :) although he is a very nice dai lou, I doubt that he is so nice that he will use his Asia Miles to come and visit a country that he had just gone to a few months before.

Soon I shall pretend to "send" the scarf to you. HAHA. be prepared for some emotions as it will become "lost" in the mail.

Even now, through all the uncertainty, I can still smile in my heart knowing that I am going to see you soon. Although you may be working at the time, well it doesnt matter so much anymore. Yes I was quite disappointed. But now I guess I'm working hard at trying to see the bigger picture. And now there is even one more reason not to tell you, so I will definitely be stronger about not telling you la! The reason is that I want the best for you, and I dont want to affect you in any way. (although today i swear AGAIN i was so close to telling you because you were just so stressed about BNP and I just wanted to make you happy.)

Honestly sometimes I need to remind myself that I am really going to HK in three weeks time because I have kept it inside me for so long that I am starting not to believe that I'm going ^^

I love love love love you hun. And it is true like what you said today, good things happen altogether at once, so I WILL PUT IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU, I WILL GO TO HK, I WILL SPEND THE WEEK BEFORE XMAS WITH YOU, AND HOPEFULLY, YOU WILL GET A JOB BY THEN.

<3 you tons.

URGH.

2010-11-25T03:19:00.002Z

So pissed at you right now. Although it's not your fault and this will probably be a stupid blog post.

OMG. I was emo-ing over this hong kong plan la.. and then you told me not to be so demanding, when I asked you why you have to sleep so long. WTF ng kei yip.

you said " lei ng ho yi gum gaaa" WTF

please la. I'm already doing so much for you. and you can tell me im being demanding ie. also being selfish, ie. just thinking of myself.

even without the HK thing. i dont think it is very demanding since you said you would talk to me on weds, but because you needed to study you couldnt. FINE i understand. and now you don't even think of like, being nice or whatever, in fact. the 40 mins talking to you half of it was you saying you wanted to sleep, and that you wanted me to sleep.

so pissed off now, already im so dissapointed about the hk plan, and you make things worse.

and what makes it more annoying and sad? that i can't tell you why, and that I can't explain why im so sad, or pissed or frustrated.

because if i tell you that im sad, i still cant tell you about hk plan. you are being so inconsiderate but you dont know it so i cant blame u

suen la.

diu. so freaking pissed off at you right now.

bye.

stressed :/

2010-11-25T01:43:00.002Z

Sigh hunny.

I know it's good that you're getting job offers. BUT WHY MUST IT START IN DEC.

The reason why I'm being so "lui yan" is because of this la. Not because I have some stupid woman's instinct OMG. this is so insane. lol. i think you also thought I was acting up and being all weird and unlike the baby u know.

it's 3 weeks till I see you again, but I kinda don't look forward to it anymore because there is a high chance you wont be able to spend time with me :( i know this is very selfish of me, but I really planned this for so long, and I did think that you might be working, but I thought even if you worked, you'd start way earlier,then you'd be able to take leave and if you didn't find a job, you'd definitely find a job starting in Jan as the year came to an end.

I didnt foresee things becoming so last minute..:C it's really been stressing me out, and the cause of my short bursts of emoness you sometimes see on skype.

What makes things worse is that now even if I cant stand it and want to tell you, I can't because your big bro and I are afraid that me telling you will make you not wanna take the job, and men should always view their jobs as important right?

This is what has been giving me headaches because I really was looking forward to spending my week with you, and now I can't even share my problems with you because I don't want it to affect your decision. :(

I've planned so hard for everything to be just perfect. :'( and now this is something I cant control.

LOL I got those pills for you too you know? so you see, I even controlled my own natural functions just so everything could be perfect. But I guess not everything is in my hands, and although I used my super efficient organization skills (I swear I should put this surprise planning into my CV) I still cannot control this one.

It really is good for you to have job offers babe. Really, I'm not mad at all. In fact, if I wasn't coming to HK I would be soo happy for you. I know you probably think I'm being a girl and being afraid of you not being able to spend time with me, but really, do you think I am that childish? and that I wouldn't understand? Of course I do understand hun. I really do. The only reason why I'm not as happy as I should be is because of that ONE week that I will be in HK.

I really want to spend all my time with you. I did so many things just so that I could have some time with you, and make you happy, and keep my promise to see you once every three months. I pretended I forgot about that promise, but I didn't. It just sucks, because I put in so much effort to make this plan work, I managed to convince my parents to let me go home for two weeks, I managed to push my assessment date earlier so that I could fly ASAP, even found pills to delay stuff..and now... sigh.

I'm sorry, and when you find out about this "sad" part you're probably gonna say "Why didn't you share this with me?? You should share all your worries with me maa??" and baby, I really do wanna share it with you, but knowing you, you will realise how much effort I put in and you will let it affect your decision. ANd also the fact that your dai lou will get annoyed with me because he will think I'm being selfish, which undeniably, if I do tell you, and force you to make a decision, it WILL be very selfish.

:'(

Sorry hunny, this post might make you feel bad, but when you read this I probably will be very happy already because whatever it is, at least I get to hug you, and keep my promise to you, even if it means that you might not be able to spend most of your time with me. I guess whether I like it or not, I'm still coming because everything is booked ( although honestly speaking right now I am so so so so so so bummed out about it that I'm not even looking forward to it anymore) and ANYWAY I GET TO SEE YOU AT LEAST.

(lol im trying to make myself feel better)

my lovely dai lou also said.. "aiya nevermind la if he cannot be with you I will bring you around laaa. its the same ga la... we are from the same mother ..."

omg i really =.= dunno what to say. i was like "omg dai lou. it is DEFINITELY very different"

and he just laughed =.=

I've been stressing out to so many ppl, but really, what can I do, but pray that somehow things will work out?

I totally told you everything already but you didnt realise, and you said "stop with the hypothesis" lol. I even went and told you how I was gonna surprise you, but you still didn't get it :)

Sigh. I love you so much that even if it means I won't have you for the whole day, it's still okay.. at least I hope I can still be okay.. I'm trying hard to.. but it's just that right now I'm abit dissapointed that what I planned cannot turn out.

Still. Alot of things are changing at the moment, and you havent accepted any job offers yet, so keep our fingers crossed yea?

I'll be okay when you read this, I promise. But right now, I gotta pretend that everything is okay when deep down I'm just sooo dissapointed because I've been looking forward soo much to this and now.. sigh.

I love you hun. And I'm sorry if this post sounds selfish. But let me emo for awhile, and then I'll pick myself up and look at the bigger picture. I always want the best for you, even if it means I will get a little dissapointed.

I still look forward to kissing you in real life, and not through the screen. Any little moments with you is worth the wait, the money, the effort, everything that I put into this plan.

I love you.

:'(

Episode 4: En-Li gets her plan in action!

2010-11-16T19:14:00.003Z

hohohohoho! :)

So, obviously, a surprise as huge as this one needs crazy planning right?

No way I'm gonna dissapear for 13 hours without u realising. SO, I came up with this idea that I would go on holiday :D:D:D:D

(shit i forgot if i posted about this yet but oh well. i am a confused child)

Spent days (no seriously - i had to press all the bloody countries that had flights departing london at a similar time to mine ie. at 10pm on the 16th..pressed frrom Aarhus to to bloody Zaragoza - and repeat among different websites ie. ryanair, bmi, easyjet.....)

*KILL SELF*

but whoosh! I suddenly got an idea!! why not look on lastminute.com??! cuz they would have all the different flights and they would have hotels too! (obviously nearer towards the date u will ask me a million questions about my flight and my hotel because you worry that i dunno..the plane will crash and floods will happen and your babyy girl will be lost forever =.=)

so that's what i did. mind you, this is after at least two weeks of trying to search for a flight. so imagine my happiness when i found a flight to dublin at 2130 (yeah i know half an hour but i can say its a delay right right??) for a reasonable price on lastminute (in case u check - suspecting tht i will come to hk..though Janice says if u even had the slightest idea you would ask me non-stop about it)

I FREAKING HOPE U DONT KNOW. :S cuz there were so many times you could have found out lor I swearrrr....

so when i posted "dublin!" up on my wall..as expected..you liked it..and then I got my col friends to say some stuff..as well as the other posts by my friends...Rachel who said she got the confirmation..and westlife..and aaron kumar who unknowingly helped (yeah he didnt know of my plan - i figured the less ppl i tell the less chance of u finding out :D)

so now everything looks quite authentic.. now i just have to talk about dublin now and again...and ask u to look for stuff to do in dublin..:D

OH PS:

whatsapp conversation with ur bro:

Enz: OMG dailou! one more month! IM SO EXCITED! haha sorry I have to tell u this cuz i cant tell him!

Raymond:Hahaha..yes I can see that...=p

Enz: Im so proud I didnt tell him yet heehee!

Raymond:haha ya I understand, only me on this earth know=p ya dont say anything, im so proud of u too!=p

Raymond: *sends image of wallpaper*

Raymond: Hey this is my new wallpaper. u are on the bottom right corner =p

AWWWWWWWWW. *TEARS*

I have a place on his wallpaper!!!!??? so sweeeetttt!! i so wish i could lansi to u about this now but i cant cuz then u will ask me why im whatsapping him..and then u might go see his iphone..and who knows maybe he didnt delete our whatsapp convo then DIE.

anyways wooo hoo!!!!!!! 30 days more!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

I LOVE YOU HUN :D

you sent these to me today..

2010-11-14T03:46:00.003Z

You were so sad and annoyed at all the couples on the street.
You said you hated this time of the year, because you're always alone.
='[

You promised me we'd kiss under this exact heart!

The decorations look so beautiful.
I can't wait to see them with you.
I'm sorry I can't tell you about this now hun.
But this will be your best christmas present ever!

I Love You.
Always
And
Forever.

En-Li

Episode 3: En Li Gets Things Going

2010-11-11T01:13:00.002Z

Hey LOU GONG (yes if you remember today is the day tht I gave u the right to be called lou gong for 24 hours through one of the "missing you" pills :)

Anyways I shall continue my story after such a long time of not typing here.

As before, my dad was supposed to book my tickets home, and I thought I would just handle Hong Kong as a last minute decision. I thought I better just get back to Malaysia first, and then only think about how to get to Hong Kong.

So, I told my dad to go ahead and book tickets to Malaysia..

AND THEN.......

My dad suddenly called me up one day, and said "Sweetheart, its cheaper if I buy the HK tickets for you as well, so make a decision now! If not I won't buy the tickets anymore..But if you want to go to HK you need to get someone to go with you if not I'm not letting you go"

T_T I was so stressed because I wanted to go soo badly, and my mom definitely was out of the question because her leave was going to be used to come to UK..T_T

Capri almost saved my life here. She mentioned she wanted to go back in December, so maybe she could stopover in HK to come with me.. but then I thought that it wouldnt be good because we would want our alone time right??? RIGHT??

So I tried to tell my dad not to worry la...that I will stay with HK friends la.. (not mentioning your name of course) but my dad wouldnt have it. He maintained "either u go with someone or you dont go at all"

Dont be sad lou gong, it wasnt because he didnt want u to be near me that he wanted someone else to go with me, but because he was afraid of me staying in a hotel alone (obviously i wasnt gonna tell him you would be staying with me ma)

SO, what did your smart awesome gf do then?

She ran to her darling cousin.. and asked her if she wanted to go to HK with her :D

And surprisingly! she did!! :):) She said she didn't mind (see this shows she likes you and supports us okay!) and plus my mom had mentioned to her about coming with me to hk.. (see so my mom was also trying to help me by asking my cousin to go with me)

:) so now at least there would be someone coming to stay with me;)

So my dad bought my tickets for me.. that was settled. but wait, how long would I be staying for?

Obviously if i go back to malaysia my parents would want me to spend christmas with them, so thats why I wanted to go back so early...SO, i emailed my college, and told them I had some relatives wedding, and had to leave early..so if they could arrange my assessment to be earlier I would be soo happy :)

THEY SAID YES!!

So I decided to leave on the 16th night, arrive in malaysia on the 17th evening, and leave for hk THE VERY NEXT DAY SATURDAY AT 9AM!!

When daddy asked me when the return ticket was.. he asked me..."23rd la har" then i said"....can it be the 24th?" AND HE SAID OKAY! (see my daddy actually sort of likes u..either that or he has given up haha)

haha so im gonna fly back xmas eve. sigh i know its sad baby, but what can I do, even coming to HK was already so hard to get to, I dont dare tell my parents tht I wanted to spend christmas with you; as it would be unfair to them, already they let me spend half of my holidays in hk. :*( sorry darling.

so it was settled. from the 18th till the 24th :) En Li will be in HK with her lovely LOU GONG.

the next problem:

HOW TO GET HOTEL?

At first I was already happy enough that someone was coming with me..but then I started to feel bad about leaving my cousin alone if I went out with u..and plus if she stayed with me in the room, you would have to go home at night, and since you said you didnt want me to stay in your room.. how???T_T

heeheehee.

please kiss me right now if im next to you, because I think im super resourceful and smart.

I called my cousins bf.. and literally bribed him to come along. :)

the exchange: if he went to hk with her, i would have to be his "ngor dai" when the "zimui" is planning the obstacle course for him on the "zhip san leong" day.

HAHA yes I sold my very own cousin out for you LOU GONG!

PLus, I'm the Maid of Honour so I will be doing all the planning. ho ho ho. like infernal affairs right?? :D

SO he told my cousin that he wanted to go along...and YAY my cousin was more than happy. and I told them to LEAVE ME ALONE. :)

Obviously, if the guy comes along i wouldnt wanna be in the same room as them, and my dad knew that ( only that he thought my cousin and i will be sleeping in one room, and my cousins bf in another room) HAHAHA! so we had to book TWO rooms, yes baby. please kiss me again now :D:D

SO now u can stay with meee!!! :D:D:D:D

and actually the rest u kind of know already - i told u to research cuz my cousin and her bf wants to go to hk in jan, and u came up with that hotel.. Harbour Plaza Metropolis..heehe so unknowingly you also helped. I couldnt ask your dailou because he was in China at the time for the taekwondo...

heeheee.

Hotel - Check
Flight - Check

Now all I need to do is plan how I will surprise you. Felix and I have a few plans, and Janice too! We will see how things go la!

BTW, today u said, "When you come to HK, we will stay in a hotel for one night"

Well LOU GONG, I have given you 6 nights instead of just one..how does that sound :)

I think I have brought the planning stages up to speed, so this will be the last "episode" from the past, from now on, only up-to-date episodes:)

OH PS:

YOUR BRO KEEPS ON CALLING ME ENEN which is sooooooo cute laaa.

Im arriving on the 18th, and Judy's convocation? graduation? is on that date, so he asked me if I wanted to join and surprise u there..but sadly, Im arriving only in the afternoon, so I cant join..:*(

Haha I doubt u can remember this..but on the day he asked me I actually asked u if you knew anything about Judy's graduation day. It's a day that you will remember forever Lou Gong, but you don't know it yet :)

But u see!! I'm almost part of the family already :)

I love you Lou Gong. And now everything is almost settled apart from things that need to be done closer to the date.

like what?

How will En-Li account for the 13 hours that she will be uncontactable on the flight back to Malaysia?

How will she get to Hung Hom?

All this remains to be seen in the soon to be episodes of En Li's surprise to her lovely lovely Lou Gong!

MWAH I LOVE YOU

(sigh i cant believe I have kept this in for about a month already. I think Im very amazing to have not blurted this out to you every single time youre sad or you miss me)

and you miss me every day.

You look at me and tell me how much u wanna hold me:( and I have to keep a straight face, and be emo too :D

I love you hunnybun.

36 more days!!!!!!

OMG

2010-11-01T03:59:00.004Z

I have this thing that im feeling right now, and I feel like im going to tell you.

Again, today you said you wished I was coming. And again, I tell you I wish I could come in December. Although it's funny to think how you will be surprised and I will SO beat you in surprises if I manage, its also really sad for me to keep this from you. You looked so sad that I really wanted to tell you there and then. But as I've been keeping it in for about 2 weeks now, I will continue and see how much longer I can keep it in for.

:) I want you to know how much I love you, and I'm sorry for not telling you earlier. :( Dont be too sad love love! I'm coming :) in 46 days - one and a half months! :)

AHEM. ok sad things aside :):)

IM SO EXCITED. looking at all the hong kong----- (this is where I realised that I was actually typing in our usual blog. OMGWTH THANK GOD I DIDNT POST THIS UP OMGGGG. KILL ME IF I DID. HAHAHAHA)

phew that was a close call. anyways. im looking at like...malaysians who have been to hk..and disneyland looks so fabulous in the winter!!! :) i even went to the website:
ok i dont know why the picture is so bad quality!! but omg. one reason why i wanna tell u so bad is because IM DYING to plan stuff with u. BUT NO I WILL NOT. NO NO NO.
This is one group of bloggers that i frequently read. They went to hk last year in november. they said it was really really cold..like 9 degrees OMG so excited.
we MUST take a picture like this ok? ok promise me please:)

ahem. ok. yes. SO I WAS THINKING OMG WHAT AM I GOING TO WEAR IN HK. hahah ok im really excited now...but i dunno why i cant bring my ass around to actually continue the episodes. sorry love love.

i keep on like..going back to the thoughts of hk and how happy you will be. :')

oh and that day u sent me a pic of tsim tsa tsui. HAHA. i will be there sooonnn baby!!!!! (was looking for the photo tht u sent to my bb but apparently i didnt save it BOO)

i love how you are still so positive although u dont know tht im coming. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH for that. i love you i love you.

ahem ok. sleepy nao. PROMISE I WILL WRITE THE EPISODE NEXT TIME!

LOVE,

your princess.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo.

sorry i have to post again (twice in one night omg)

2010-10-27T23:38:00.002+01:00

baby, you're sleeping so soundly, and I'm here right across the world, smiling at you, because the secret that's in me, is one of the best things I can think of giving you.

looking at you fast asleep..and not knowing what is going to hit you in 50 days time is just so happy-fying for me. to know that I'm gonna make you smile soo much..and be so so so so so happy that I'm right by your side.

i know its sickening to be apart for so long. which is why i DIE DIE also told myself that I have to make it all up to you; you stuck through my emo times, the times i said this wouldnt work, the times i said "suen kei chi yin" you still stood by my side. and patiently waited. SO THIS IS MY PRESENT TO YOU.

when you least expect it. :)

and you know what's so annoying? after i booked the hotels ( yes i booked them alrd..how? well this is another episode which will come soon) the adverts on some websites follow your recent searches. so everytime i open a google website with adverts, they will show me some stupid HK hotels. and everytime i look at it i will remember the HK trip and my surprise to you. HAHA. then i cannot stand it and feel like telling you. LOL.

damn bad shape right.

I LOVE YOU HUNNY.

OH nooo!

2010-10-27T23:06:00.002+01:00

Sigh baby.

I CANNOT TAKE THIS. I REALLY REALLY WANNA TELL YOU THAT IM COMING!!!

I've convinced myself that the fact that I'm really coming is just a dream, and I'm trying so freaking hard not to think about it!!

But it's sooo hard to keep it from you when you tell me how much you miss me every day.. and how you tell me it doesn't matter even if you don't get to see me till July.

and how you really want to be here in UK in march/april.

OMGGG. babyy. how???? i really wanna share the happiness with you but I know once I tell you I will regret!!! cuz you will laugh at me!!! :(

I guess the pros of me telling you will be that you will have something to look forward to. but the bad thing is you won't be surprised. :C AND THEN YOU WILL SAY I AM FAIL AGAIN.

SO NO. I WILL NOT TELL.

OMG but it really is sooo hard. the billion times before I wrote this post that you told me how much you wanted to see me. and hug me. and hold me. AIYOH I FEEL LIKE TELLING U CHILL LA TWO MORE MONTHS ONLY.

but no.

willnottellmybabywillnottellmybaby.

but sigh. i wanna scream at you and say that I'm dying to go to disneyland with you, and be all stupid with you. and be all crazyhappylovedup in the cold winter. you will have something better than a stupid hot water bottle( yeah the lame one you gave me for my birthday - why didnt u send me yourself huh huh huh?) to hug!!!! you will have a true blue girlfriend who is warm, who will cry for you, who will make your scarf for you.

(btw i was lying when I said i havent done the scarf :):) i plan to give it to u when Im in HK. *when im in HK* gosh this sounds sooo awesome. :) and im going to tell you soon that i dont think i can make the scarf in time :D )

LOVE YOU SO MUCH BABY. omg. ive written here for so long but i still feel like telling u. luckily you are asleep now. PHEW.

i think its the chocolates and fizzy drinks ive been drinking as well. FULL OF CRAP OMG I FEEL LIKE TELLING OMGGGGGGGG.

aaah. ok i will go do my work. ive lasted ten days without telling you. hahaha.

oh you said..if you were gonna surprise me you wouldnt be able to not tell me. WELL I WILL SHOW U THAT I CAN. (hopefully la OMG SHIT I WANNA TELL U SOOO BAD ITS NOT FUNNY)

i love you baby. and sorry for being so slow (well not really la since you will be reading this when this blog is completed) with the episodes. haha. ive been busy la darling. i love youuuuu!!!!!!!!!

so so so so so so so much it doesnt make sense.

♥ ,

your beautiful and amazing girlfriend who has planned such an insane surprise that she isnt going to give up now:)

I LOVE YOU.

Episode 2: En-Li Does the Convincing

2010-10-20T01:56:00.002+01:00

So, the last episode left you hanging?

Well, here's what happened next:

After getting that crazy plan, I started to think of wild, insane ways to get to Hong Kong.

1. Get a job to get enough money for a return ticket straight from UK to Hong Kong without telling my parents

2. Beg from Oliver and Ming, because they earn soo much money its just disgusting.

3. Start a Hong Kong fund, and save some money each day.

Needless to say, all the above was so super FAIL.

I had to tell my parents.

I did try to check out the straight flights from here to HK, but zomg kill me they are so expensive!!! 900 pounds!! and this research was done early October!! Mad Crazy I don't know WHAT. I was so emo, I told Felix about it and he told me to look for indirect flights BUT OMG STILL SO EXPENSIVE.

:( so I was quite depressed. :( I mentioned it to my cousin brother who thought I was crazy. But ultimately he told me to just tell my parents because I'm a big girl, and after all, its JUST a holiday.

Days passed but I was soo pissed off with not being able to do anything about it that I could not stop thinking of ways. SO, I mentioned to my mom...

"Mom, so do you want me to go back to Malaysia this December?"

And of course the reply was yes - the next thing to ask: "Mum, can I go to HK when I go back to Malaysia?"

And what did she reply? "HAr, for internship? Caaan."

And I said "Eh. Please. 2 weeks only, Internship for what? See friends la!"

And she replied "Don't play around with boy's heart!!"

HAHA, I probably told you part of this conversation, but didn't mention why my mom brought it up.

Of course, my mom then said she wanted to follow me this that bla bla bla - you know this part, just that I told you that this was for June and not Dec. Surprisingly, when I said I wanted to go for a week, she didn't say anything! I guess she understands :):) and she supports us:):)You were wondering why my mom was so rushed about this HAHA. And you were also quite scared that my mom was coming..but you told me "aiya nevermind la. at least this is just in June"

But I remember saying to you, "What IF she wants to come in Dec???" HAHA and you replied "I will die for you to see"

This is where I worried so much. Because if she really was to come, HOW am I supposed to spend time with you, and HOW will you face her if you were so scared?

So guess who I called?

Lengzhai Dai Lou lor, who else?

I told him everything and he said it would be a better idea for me to go to HK because your mom wouldn't like it if you went to Malaysia in Dec, especially if i paid for your ticket. Although it would be with my mom, he said "Don't worry, I will take care of Aunty!" (now you know why I like your bro so much:) he's my partner in crime heehee)

He also said it would be better for your mom, cuz I'm not technically "sung seung moon", just on the way see a friend.

SO, it was set then. BUT you know my mother la. she will say alot of things but she won't do it. She said she would go and we could both stay with her friend, and that I could spend as much time with you as I wanted as she had her friend. But she never planned anything. I had to rush her because tickets were getting really really expensive.

I asked my cousin sister what to do. She said she would try and talk to my mom, and explain that I am serious, and that I wanted to see you bla bla bla. And also, to let me go alone. Because I still didn't really like the idea of her coming with me - i was scared she will emo with me when I dont spend time with her ma!

Ahem, you must be wondering where my father is in this equation huh? Well I never dared to ask, but I assume my mother must have told him, and he is also too scared to ask me straight up HAHA. Sad father and scared daughter:)

Without my father, I couldn't buy tickets because he is the one with all the contacts of the ticket bookings.

My parents started calling me asking me to book this and that...and my father FINALLY mentioned "Hmmm I'm not sure I like this HK idea..."

HAHA. I told him not to worry because I had ALOT of other friends like Jocelyn, and Jonathan. I never even mentioned your name haha. NEITHER DID HE. lolll.

Even tickets to Malaysia was expensive. :( I was getting really afraid that I would not be able to go back in time...

So far, it seems that En-Li has convinced her parents...

She had many ppl supporting her "crazy" and "kik ching" actions...including her MOM, LENGZHAI DAI LOU, COUSIN BROTHER AND SISTER, FELIX, ZHIYI, MING, OLIVER....and although rather reluctantly...maybe her father too....:)

BUT,

How did En-Li manage to get tickets to fly?
Did she manage to finally convince her parents to let her go on her own?
Where would she stay if she went to Hong Kong alone?

Dum Dum Dum....

All these answers and more... in Episode 3 :)

oh deary deary me :(

2010-10-18T00:35:00.002+01:00

Sigh baby.

You really really want to see me. And you're so sad I almost can't take it that you don't know that I'm coming.

You told me about the sales job at GSK and how you want to take it so you can get enough money to come and see me in February.

If I had any doubts that it was the right decision to fly to Hong Kong, I know for certain now.

You said you were almost tearing because you wanted to see me sooo much..haha like a "lao kai" little child.

HOW? Should I tell you? Should I? Should I?

But I know you lovee surprises. And I guess I shall wait and see if you should really know about it or not.

Today was the first day I went to church with Janice, and I told her that I was coming to Hong Kong. I think she was quite surprised. Haha. This is what you didn't know. I asked her if it was a good idea..And she seemed quite speechless about it. I think she's shocked that I can be equally as "kik ching" as you.

I love you my hunny, and I told you today that "your romantic turbo is at a max now but will slow down..mine is just going to start. after awhile you will realise how much I actually love you"

When I say this I'm talking about the moment you find out I'm in Hong Kong. :)

I love you sweetie.

xoxo

Episode 1: En-Li figures it out:)

2010-10-16T21:17:00.006+01:00

OKay, so. I hate writing down the process when it has already happened and I wanna tell you the latest..but what to do. I have to if not the story will have no start or end.

HERE GOES:

I will go through the entire thought process in this post :)

1. How did this idea come about?

When I said I most probably would not be going back in Dec, (this would probably be right before I came back to UK) I was telling the truth...

All the way until my Daddy looked at me and said "You don't want to spend Christmas with the family?"

I realised that I wanted to go back to Malaysia in December, but I checked my holidays.. and *DUM DUM DUM* I only had TWO AND A HALF WEEKS! *cry*

:C I was hoping to go to Hong Kong when I went back to Malaysia, but obviously that would be out of the question seeing as I only had two weeks.

OOH, BUT: could you come here instead??? SO, I immediately sent a message to my favourite Dai Lou to ask him stuff: here's a printscreen - as you can see this idea was in my head since sept 3. THIS IS WHAT WE CALL LONG CON BABY:)

The more I thought about it, the more happy I became. I checked AirAsia and the flights were pretty cheap and I was going to buy already, but I realised that I needed your passport number and all - so I had to wait till I got back to UK and somehow got your passport number from you :)

It was all quite worrying and I was banking on quite alot - we weren't even together then and etc. so I put that idea on hold for awhile...and we spent our wonderful and memorable time together. The more I thought about it, the more worried I got - what if you already got a job? How was I supposed to surprise you with a ticket and expect you to be able to fly? What if you decided to go somewhere else on holiday?

I called my favourite Dai Lou again and asked him all this, and he said Don't Worry la! He will say that he wants to bring you on holiday or something...:) problem settled? sort of....SO I managed to take a pic of your passport :D:D:D

you didn't even notice because you were busy packing..but actually by that time it was seeming less and less likely that you could come because I didn't know yet if I was going back and the prices on AirAsia were getting expensive.

THEN, my parents mentioned that they wanted to look at some property in London, and obviously they should not come in December especially during Christmas when everything is closed right?

So I suggested to them that they could come before the holidays start which is in Nov..WHICH MEANS that I would already have spent time with them here in London when they come...WHICH MEANS that I could now request that I go to Hong Kong instead!!!

FOOH! YAY:)

BUT,
how will En-Li convince her parents to let her go back to Malaysia although its only two weeks holiday?
how will En-Li convince her parents to let her go to Hong Kong for a week at least?
If she doesn't go alone..how is she going to spend time with her beloved Beanie?
Who helped her out with thinking of plans?

Hahaa.. we will find out in the next episode....:)

love you!

I should have written earlier..

2010-10-16T01:46:00.001+01:00

So many things have happened since the first post, and to avoid writing one super long crazy post, I guess it's better if I split up the stories. :D:D

I meant to write down something here everytime something new happened regarding my trip, but whenever that something happens, I'm either a) talking to you or b) writing in our other blog or c) doing my stupid work.

And during my birthday, do you remember? I was crazily happy, to the point that you felt that i was very "farn" and being very "mo liu" jumping around here and there?

:D:D:D that's because everything on the trip got confirmed on my birthday so that's why I repeatedly told you that I feel that I am the happiest girl in the world that day.

LOL baby, Im sorry to say, it wasn't all because of you that I was happy - of course you are a big part..I mean the reason I'm happy about this trip is also because I get to see you, but also because I realise that my family kinda indirectly supports our relationship, and believes in us :)

OH LOVE, when you were at the club house, after I opened your beautiful box of presents, you turned your laptop around to show me the night scenery of Hong Kong. DO YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS NOT TO SAY OMG YAY IN 2 MONTHS TIME I CAN SEE IT FOR MYSELFFFF!!!

You also said, "Sigh I wish you could see this with me...Nevermind la you will see it in June"

HAHA OMG SERIOUSLY I THINK YOU SAW ME SMILE AGAIN LIKE AN IDIOT and you asked me why I was smiling and I just said, well I love you..and I'm so lucky to have you. BUT REALLY IT WAS BECAUSE OMG I WAS GOING TO SEE IT LIKE.....SOONER THAN YOU THINKKK!

This is the reason why I've been so insanely happy the past few days before and after my birthday :D

Lol. I realise even though this is the second post, I still havent told you anything about the process. OMG I really cannot keep it in and if I don't write it down here soon I will JUST TELL EVERYTHING TO YOU zomg.

But it is now very cold and very late. I just came back from my birthday dinner at the korean restaurant and I need to shower now.

Maybe the story will just have to be left to another post.

Again, I love you baby!

love,
your piglet, who is going to hong kong in 62 DAYSS!!

Hello!

2010-10-14T00:49:00.000+01:00

I think I must really love you!

I'm doing everything I can to make you happy - and I hope you realise that.

This blog was made especially for me because I know that there will be times that I will not be able to stop myself from blurting out that:

IM GOING TO HONG KONG TO SEE YOU THIS DECEMBER FROM THE 18TH TILL THE 24TH!!!!!!!!

(now you see why I had to start this blog? Its been so hard keeping this in for the past 3 days - I keep on wanting to scream this at you every time I talk to you on oovoo)

Whee!!!! I've actually been toying around with this idea for weeks - ever since you left I realised that I would really really be so sad if you couldn't make it to come back in February like you promised.

And I know that you will do your best to keep your promise..its not that I don't believe in you, but I don't want to pressurize you and stress you out with jobs and salary and everything. So that's why I thought, hmm if he can't come here to see me, do I not have hands or legs that I myself cannot go and see my baby? SO THERE IT IS:)

Another reason for starting this blog is to tell you everything about the process of planning because I know how much you like to know about the process - its all about the heart's intention (sum yi??) right? So I'm going to write everything that I actually should be telling you here, instead of accidentally telling you when I'm talking to you :) (unlike you, so fail, always accidentally spoil your OWN surprise)

I really really hope that this surprise will go on well..there are so many unknowns, like what if you get a job and you have no time for me la (my lengzhai dailou said that he will help me in this, if you find a job by then he will probably tell you to take some leave or something) OR what if you decide to go on holiday somewhere. OMG that would just be so horrible wouldn't it?

Anyways, you are currently sleeping and I'm watching you yawn. HAHA. I have to finish my prep work for tmr first. And if I'm not too tired I'll update this blog with what I've planned, and how I planned it so far okay?

LOVE YOU BEEBEE!!

This present is to tell you that the best things come to those who don't expect anything in return for the things that they have done. I hope, that when December comes, you will still love me as much as you love me now, because this shows that although there was little or no chance of seeing me in the next 6 months or so (duh cuz you dont know that I'm coming) you still kept on loving me the way you do. I LOVE YOU BEANIe.

And I really hope that nothing will go wrong, that I will still want to go to HK in december (choi choi if we break up or anything like that I will DIE) and that we will still be as in love with each other as we are now!

Love,

En-LI

WHO IS GOING TO HONG KONG WHEEEE!!!!